Five weeks ago today

Five weeks ago today,
I was thinking of dying.
I wanted to run away
And I kept on lying.
Life was at it’s worst.
I didn’t know what to say
I felt cursed
Five weeks ago today.
Five weeks ago I was lost
All the trust I’d earnt, gone.
It was a high cost,
I was completely torn.
I felt life was over
I was completely not okay.
My luck was gone, my four-leafed clover
Five weeks ago today.
In five weeks it has gotten worse
Although I have stopped crying,
I still have the curse
But I have stopped thinking about dying.
People are staring
But I’m not running away.
My life is still tearing.
It all started five weeks ago today.