How to deliver a message

When that little wheel in my head is going
all pens are dried out, no paper in sight
I manage to complete my thoughts.

It's almost like an addiction
ready for that next high
scratching my head is not satisfying,
I have to get it right.

These same thoughts are quick to jump
I am losing focus,
all I see is blank.

I may need to take a break
give it some time and
don't give in to all these swinging emotions.

I might grab me a gallon of paint
start blowing bubbles on the wall,
this is another way how to deliver a message.