Title Help .. ? ? ?

There are times I can hardly look at you,
Without going completely numb..

I don't understand how it always comes to this,
What am I always the one looking dumb ?

I give out my heart,
For what i don't know..

So I can have it broken again ?
What kind of shit was I on ?

You tell me that you love me,
Then my stupid self believes it..

I give someone my everything,
They just leave me bleeding..

Now here come the demons,
No time for pleading..

I should be use to the pain,
Every guy I been with ends up leaving..

I know it wasn't your choice,
But I still suffered too..

Yet, all I can think about is us,
It shouldn't be so easy to forgive you..

But somehow I let it go,
Try to keep busy so I don't worry myself to death..

Even thought its extremely hard,
I don't like living with regret..