I realize the things I never knew,
I woke up and I noticed I’ve been so untrue,
Things were never easy to patch up,
And I knew that if I blew this I can’t get back,
I feel so sad I can’t think clear,
I feel so mad I just want to disappear,
I feel terrible because I really couldn’t hide,
I’m breaking apart and I’m bleeding inside,
But I have to stay strong for I know I’m not a quitter,
I have to find the old me so I can be better,
I’ll be fine I guess I can go,
I will be back that’s what I want you to know,
Hope you could wait for me until you still can,
I’m never really good at anything in this world,
But I could be me, I could be the one you want me to be,
I don’t know what do you exactly call what I feel,
‘Cause I feel so weak and I know it’s real,
I am trying to fix myself to be ready to face you,
But I know you just wanted the old me,
The one who could make you happy
And make you feel safe and free,
I’ve been so hard on you lately,
Sorry I became somebody,
Sorry you felt like you didn’t knew me,
Sorry you felt uneasy,
But it’s not all about being sorry,
It’s not all about either being hurt or being happy,
I just want you to know, I miss me
And I want you to know I’m happy
Because you accepted me as me,
Thank you for the love you gave me,
A love that’s priceless, unconditional and free.
