( Edited ) Faith..

I want to be around you..
I also want to be alone..
The thought of you consumes me..
How could we be so cold..
We are suppose to love each other..
Through the thickest and the thin..
But how can either one of us move on..
When it's the same shit over again ?

Trying so hard to be strong..
Just like you taught me before you had to go..
Holding on to the memories..
Thinking of the unknown..

I miss you though..
Which is saying a lot..
Considering what we been through..
All that I know..
All this time you've been gone..
How the stories unfold..

You know that I love you..
Its just harder to say..
You've been gone so long..
Even though I didn't have to stay..

I could never give up..
That's not how I was raised..
Regardless of how you've treated me..
We seem to always find a way..
You could call it what you want..
I just call it faith..