Misunderstood

I'm tired of chasing your shadow
You are always one step away
You act like that you don't want me
Whenever I come to stay

You fill my heart with emptiness
And you never pick your words
Whenever I try and get close to you
You will make your feelings heard

You seem determined to continue
From the row we had last night
It seems like you won't even let me
To try to make things right

I don't know why the sudden change
What has happened in the last week?
It feels like you’re always on the edge
Whenever I try to speak

My mind can only wonder
Is it because you met someone else
It’s funny how you are so distant
And keep everything to yourself

I think I deserve an answer
And I want to hear it from you
This time I won't let you avoid me
It's about time you told me what’s true

I confront you in the evening
And you act like I'm not even there
I'm convinced now that you're cheating
And ask if you're having an affair

The look on your face just tells me
It's like you're trying to think up a lie
But all you can do is stare at me
While your eyes well up and cry

I'm feeling so angry at you now
That I just I turn and walk away
But the only words you can manage
Are begging me to please stay

I storm outside of your place
And slam the door when in my car
I roar my engine into life
Determined to drive real far

I can't believe that you would do this
This is the last thing that I need
I want to get as far away as possible
As I drive down the road at full speed

The last thing that I remember
The wheels squealing around the bend
As I lose control of my car
I find this is where my life ends

Now I see you over my grave
An emotional wreck and weak
But you're determined to tell me something
With these words that you manage to speak

"You are the only one in my life
And my love will always stay true
I have never nor will be with someone else
My heart always belongs to you

I was going to tell you that evening
But you were acting so angry and wild
I didn't want you to be mad at me
When I told you I was having your child"

If only I would have heard this
I would have never left you to drive
I wish that you would have told me
When I was still alive...