I Miss You..

I miss you,

So much..

Even though I shouldn't..

I hold back the tears..

The regret I carry everyday..

Thinking of you,

And my last words

You had to read in that terrible place..

After a promise I made,

Yet broke..

To commit to you regardless..

Of what was happening

How I lost track of time..

I miss you..

And honestly, I haven't stopped..

I get sick at the thought,

Of us being no more..

I miss you..

As each day goes by,

As the nights creep..

I'm laying there wide awake..

Missing your laughter..

Missing your face..

I don't know what came upon me,

When I wrote you the letter that day..

I guess I got scared,

Maybe I needed time to think..

Its all so confusing to me..

I know you'll probably never see..

Or understand the reasoning of why it had to be..

But I miss you..

I don't want you to hate me..

I know sorry don't mean shit..

Just wish I had you tonight..

Forget what I said..

I miss you..

I hope one day you'll forgive me..

Hope you don't do something stupid..

I swear I would go crazy..

Mad insane..

I would never forgive myself..

I miss you..

They say, " If you love them set them free,
If they come back then its meant to be."

Well if its true then I have no worries..

But if I know you its probably the end of our story..

I still miss you..

Deep down I know you do too..

Or maybe I just wish it..

No matter what the case..

There's not a second that goes by,

I don't think about you everyday..

You might think that I'm a joke,

I hope you hear what I'm saying..

I miss you..

I haven't given up,

I'm still participating..

Cometemplating..

The future..

Who knows what it could bring..

I miss you..

I hope you keep on praying..

I hope you tough it out..

I still have all the faith in you..

I never stopped believing in you..

I can say that with no doubt..

I miss you..

I will think of you tonight..

I hope your doing well..

I hope you continue doing right..

I miss you..

I don't know what your thinking..

But this we can get through..

You always told me to have faith..

So deep down I know we will make it..

I miss you..

Wish we could go back to the start..

When both our hearts weren't broken..

When we haven't fell apart..

I miss you..

You'll always have my heart..

No matter what we been through..

I'm willing to finally let that part

I miss you..