Laying in bed;
I try to stop myself from thinking about you,
Knowing I need sleep and knowing
I won’t get any if I continue to do just that.
Ive buried myself in work over the last two months and-
For a second there I thought it
was working but now I find
that aside from that even sleep doesn’t work because I open my eyes and your face is the first
thing I see;
Hanging on my wall with
those golden green eyes and the brightest smile I’ve ever seen.
I miss your presence;
I miss talking and laughing with you and as I lay defeated in bed
looking at our pictures all I can think about is you and how much I
want it to be the sound of your voice I hear instead of the silence the surrounds me.
