overthought

my mind often runs away
to the darkest places of the night
but sometimes it goes else where
in a forest sunny and bright

where elves and pixes play games
and fairies fly around,
where flowers sing and bees run
to the harps magically sound

but all is destroyed when he comes
swirling in my head
charging like a volcano
and this is where it led

overthinking, self harm,
depression, anxiety too
all because me and myself
couldn't get over you.

---MollyA