Gone

Goin' on with you gone still upsets me there are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay, what hurt the most was being so close. It's hard dealing with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go, but I'm doin' it it's hard to force that smile liven' with this regret. If I could do it all over again I'd give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken. I can usually drink you right off of my mind but, I miss you tonight I'm to tired to fight. Your memory burns like a fire, I just can't put out this love I just set in these flames and pray that you'll come back I close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that im dreaming. I turn up the TV loud to drown out your voice but I can't forget, this pain is worse then it ever was....