my love to gain (A risky Rondeau) -vous

my love to claim, I could not feign
to strip the mad, to keep me sane
I had to rest, with roily mind
to seek the truth i had to find
what kind of person i became

dispel my guilt and spare my name
expel the ones with shameful stain
without a choice, I had to find
...........my love to claim

my demons fought, to hold their reign
and dragged me back, with rusty chain
T’was only I, that could unbind
and sever ties, of those unkind
I cut me loose, and so to gain
............. my love to claim