You will now see from my eyes what its like to be me
Now imaging by age 2 you lived in three different house
Now you are 4 you live with your grand parents and evey thing is fine for a coulpe of years
Now you are ten you have to move in with a stranger and you have to call her mom
Now you have to take care of a little boy only the age of two thats not all now your so called mother is telling you are no good
Now your twelve and you are responsible for not only the one kid but now another
Speed up a couple of months you cant handle it so you tie a rope around your neck with the hopes to die but your sister cuts you down
You dont get no other help just pushed pack into your terrible life but more weights on your back
You are now 16 the only guy that you were with you dumb him because your anxiety is eating at you saying he will leave
Two weeks later you meat a grown man that says he can take care of you and at this point you just want out
A few months later he is gone fastforward to the summer that you are 17 i had to go
My mother was driving me mad there was nothing holding me back so i left
It broke my heart to leave the boys i raised but my health was declining
I moved in with my dad and the panic attacks were slowly going away
But my mother was still a pain she threatened me on the phone and she made me feel so alone
Go to my senior year i meet some one that i thought was sweet but he only wanted a treat
Once he was done he threw me away
I was so betrayed
I thought i would never find a love again
Now im eightteen and found a friend
He is tall and smart and kind he knows everthing and saw my life threw my eyes
And now he wants to stand by my side
