Walked into it

I’ve been missing you a little too much over the last five months;
And as I sit with my headphones in I know I’ve been crying a little
too much lately too because my
chest is feeling just a little too empty-
My emotions a little too raw.
I told myself after He left that I’d
never give anyone the power to make me feel like that again;
That I’d make sure that anyone
who tried to hurt me would be cut out immediately.
The problem is I could never do
that with you because you were never toxic to me;
You never toyed with my emotions
or beat yourself down to get what
you wanted and now I-
I’m sitting in my kitchen with
what feels a whole lot like a broken heart over not being able to see you.
I walked right into this with you because I trust you;
Because you are the sun and the stars and the whole universe wrapped all in one in
human form.
So with that being said;
I can’t be mad at myself for allowing you into my heart because you are still the best damned thing that ever walked into my life