I wear your love on my skin
My punishment
Never forget
Marked by everything, I never wanted to be
Perhaps a step in my evolution
But I don't feel evolved
Still ruled by my primal emotions
I rage and lust
Want and consume
Whatever fills the hole
The gaping hole in my chest I barely remember living without
An emptiness that scares me
That burned itself into my flesh
A reminder
A memory of when I gave myself away
When I let another touch my rough edges
Crawl inside
See me
All of me
It was too much
I was too much
And they....
They were not enough