DayDreaming (edited)

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning in and out..
Pondering so much inside,
Hiding all the doubt..

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning in and out..
On the outside I look calm,
On the inside I want to shout..

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning in and out..
Trying to salvage my sanity,
But my demons want to come out..

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning in and out..
Why was I given this anxiety?,
Questioning almost everything
I've ever been about..

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning in and out..
I'm watching the waves at sea,
Wishing I could take you out..

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning in and out..

There's a light there in the darkness..

But it feels like there's no escape..
When reality doesn't seem,
To ever fade away..

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning in and out..

My skeletons in the closet,
Want to come out and play..

Feel like I'm living in the shadows,
Lost with no other way..

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning and out..

Take a toke from marijuana,
With every hit I become stronger..

Don't want to let this feeling go..
Everything is better ,
When your so blissfully stoned..

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning in and out..

Is it possible I'm to far gone,
Can't come down from this cloud..

Do you really understand me?
Or you just saying that for now..

Day
dreaming,

Zoning in and out..

Living in a nightmare..

Heart so cold..

Numerous stories behind her eyes..

Longing for peace,
With my future demise..

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning in and out..

Scanning through all the memories,
I'll forever cherish daily..

Focusing on the laughter ,
Trying to keep from going crazy..

Day
dreaming,

I'm zoning in and out..

Trying to salvage my sanity,
But my demons want to come out..