Dreamlike spell Hallucination or musing still not sure

Exquisite sunrise, rays from window
calming musky wind,
Beautiful sunrise glimmers fair dancing
through my window,

Wasn't assured was I stood awake or in deep
sleep unmoving lying in doubtful amid
fact and daydream, overlooked where was I?
beautiful astonishing dreams,

Still inanimate easy to make perception
of the ambience,
Bashing the access of inner voice
which I was firm about to remember,

nor letting it dispel
over the mesh of my mindfulness
slightly inquisitive daydream,
was an incredible date of memories

with my dainty soulful muse
I always look to,
so long, love this fantasy rendezvous
mysterious wondrous dream,

Still in couch, leisurely unfolding from
a haze of powerful spiritual musing,
high the drape to stare away
to get into dream of high seas,

my heart is happy now, soul lifts,
daydream of my life, touched the warmth
of your kind soul,

Whom to witness but you are my only wish,
In your induce its joy and solace
I fascinated to your aura....
Still to look, I ascended as you call but
found you nowhere here
How to demolish my dream Love?
lift touch have gone forever.