My mind spiraling,
consuming me whole .
I can't be myself,
I no longer know..
Who I've become,
Why my heart is so cold .
These feelings,
They haunt me..
They ache my frail bones..
They won't let me be,
Their out of control.
I'm somewhere familiar,
Yet still unknown.
I haven't seen the light in ages.
I've written until I'm out of pages.
I haven't been free for far to long.
I'm so strong.
But I'm barely hanging on.
