Empty

My heart is empty.

I feel I have no love,
to give any longer.

I gave it to all the people,
who didn't deserve my honor.

Or the loyalty I carry,
runs deep on my bones.

I actually kept peoples secrets,
That no one should know,
So I never did leak them.

Now some of my friends are tweaking.
Its actually kinda sad really..

Because even though some of y'all are conceited,
Some of us are just different..

You don't stab your friends..
Maybe even get a tattoo,
To represent til the end.

But even tattoo fade,
And start to not look the same.
Like friends ships broken,
People switch up & they change.

Some turn around behind you,
Throw your name in the dirt.
When you've only stood beside them,
All the time they were hurt.

My heart is empty.

Yall even drained my pockets,
Took advantage of my giving.

Like y'all didn't care if I was broke,
If we stayed out to late..
Even knew I was on probation,
Yetcontinued to pass me the plate.

My personality is addictive,
I couldn't hardly say no .
I smoke lots of weed,
But my poison was snow.

Trying to mask my feelings,
I refused to ever show.
Even a few close to me,
I just couldn't let know.

My heart is empty.

The past still haunts me.
Like the memories do..
When all I've ever known is abandomnent,
From all the friendships I thought true.

There is no one else to turn to
I'm losing sight of what's most important..
Mainly my family,
Also myself.

I've lost some confidence,
Let go of my health.
Took way to much time,
Begging for help.

When no one really cares,
Because if they did they'd be there.

Like all the time I've wasted,
I can never get back.

So if you tell me to trust you,
Ill think its just a trap.

My heart is empty.