My mind, heart and soul
Are being ripped into two
The thin thread holding me together
Is stretched to the point of snapping
I like the idea of one future
But love the passion and warmth of the other
This is no ones fault but my own
If I could only keep the shell around myself
My world wouldn’t be in such chaos
What am I to do?
Head is swirling with thoughts, feelings, decisions
Emotions in turmoil
I’m losing what little control I had over this situation
Two very different paths
Both calling me in strange frequencies
The decision of where to plant my feet
Has become overwhelming
I almost want to tuck tail
And turn the other way and run
I no longer want to play this part of the game
Someone else audition and take my place
I can no longer do this
