Why do I continue to allow you to drag my heart through the mud?
I did nothing but love you unconditionally
And as I watch you crush my soul
As though it holds no substance
I am brought to my knees from the sheer pain of your actions
I worshipped you, the feelings that we shared
Adored you, changed for you
But now you look past me
Through me
Was I fooling myself?
Did you truly ever care?
These thoughts slash my mind relentlessly
The hurt, too much to bare
I cannot imagine what I have done to deserve this
I treated you like an angel
And suddenly
Without warning
You are ripping me apart from the inside out
Feeling like I’m free falling into this black abyss that once was our love
How do I end this nightmare?
How do I pull myself away from the torture?
Can the scars ever heal?
Please cease
My body is shaking in terror
Too suddenly you drove a dagger through my chest
And I was left with no time to prepare
I would’ve given my life for you
This is how you repay me
