It stood there, right before me and I knew it wouldn’t be the same.
My hand now held the ability to enter in her pain.
How beautiful to think all I have to do is push, but how hesitant I am, because I know how much this took.
I had to understand what entering would mean, I would have to be better; this wasn’t just for me.
I entered very slowly. Through the door and held my breath, tried to control the organ that was pounding in my chest.
There she stood before me, more beautiful than before, and even as she was breaking I’ve never sought her more.
“Don’t come any closer” was the whisper that escaped her lips.
I responded just by saying: “I’ve come to love you, can you just allow me this?”
With that I found myself in darkness, the loneliest of its kind. To me very familiar; with it I’ve spent some time.
The darkness then turned brighter and I saw her once again, I made my way towards her, said “it’s alright my friend.”
Her cheeks where stained with tears and I wiped them all away, “I don’t know what you’re thinking, but I am here to stay”.
Now there is no other person that you would have to be, for your darkness is a reflection of the one is inside of me.
My arms wrapped around her and I just held her close, this was all I wanted, this is what I chose.
I entered very slowly, found what I’ve been searching for, thanking myself every moment for opening the door.
