This time

If tears won't enough
you had to take my pride
kicked me while I was down
you watched as I cried

smiled at my lost
laughed at my tears
you made fun of my dreams and wishes
Enlighten my nightmares and fears

no matter the battle
you always seem to win
you'd take my insides out
take everything within

you beat me at my own game
you took me soul and my guide
you drove me insane
had no pity when I cried

you cared none about me
saw no need for your enemy
you would ratter me be dead
I would prefer it instead

you betrayed my trust
beat me in the head
when it ache with pain the most
waiting for the day when you would be dead

but today you are the victim now
and I am the one at fault
this time you cried without a proud sound
this time I'll laugh at your lost