Goodbyes

I know I'm a handful..

I need constant reassurance.

To know you still care

Because I lack endurance

I've lost all motivation

The ciggerates can prove it.

I know I'm a handful..

That's nothing new

How lost, so lost I've been

Drowning in thoughts of you

All that we once were

With all we still are
And
Everything we've been through.

I know I'm a handful..

My mind is never at rest

I need constant reassurance

Without all the test

And the games

And the lies

You would be a handful too..

If all you've ever known

Are nauseating goodbyes..