No title just had to write

I just have to write,
The urge has been in my heart and fingers for a few days,
So many emotions all at once,
I don't know which ones are my own,

One day I'm happy,
The others days are cloudy,
with a chance of sadness,
that rains my karma all throughout the city,

As I walk through city streets,
feeling the warm droplets of rain on my face,
I fear no man or God nor myself,
I only fear you,

The shadowy figure that haunts my dreams,
and nightmares,
The one I see when no one's around,
the one I see as I write this now,

You leave my petrified,
Lost in time,
But I love you,
Forever and always.