I'm afraid of love
I'm afraid of me
I'm afraid of the blade
I'm afraid of the blood
I fear me
I fear the feeling you bring
I fear your happiness
I fear all the love you can give
I love you
You love me
we aren't always happy
But
I am stupid
I am mad
I am controlling
I am protective
You are mine
only mine
I will not share
I am scared
