Feeling numb after emotional turmoil is a defence mechanism, I would imagine, but the problem is, it leaves you in limbo and that means you are unable to deal with the pain and move on.
A sad write but well penned.

Do take care,

Ben

Well written. I like the way you relate yourself to a shore at bay but then it's all taken away. I have to agree with that bay and how it all disappears with feeling numb. Very well written. Thumbs up!