Soiled Again

I love how at any instant,
You would travel to me.
Didn't matter the distance.

You just missed me.

I love how you never hesitate,
To call me and check up.
Despite all you had going on.

I love how you say I'm beautiful,
Looking at me like I'm the only one,
That has ever crossed your path.

Because you genuinely love me.

I love how you make me feel,
Showing me the up most respect.
As a woman should be treated.

Because you genuinely love me.

I love that I can trust you,
Which is extremely rare these days.

I love how after the years gone by,
Your loyalty still runs deep.

I know with you, I'm safe.

I love how when I get upset,
You never cease to to lift my spirits.
Making my dark days a little brighter.

Always trying to maintain my smile.

But you don't do that anymore..

I catch myself hitting you up first.
Waiting, with my phone constantly by my side.

Hoping,
Your name appears on the screen.
But it doesn't.

Now I'm stuck in this empty house,
Replaying memories in my head.

Wondering if it has anything to do with me.
What I could of said before you left me stranded.

After telling me repeatedly,
You'd never leave.
Expecting me to believe,
Love was actually real.