Reality is never far away from my heart,
no matter how much I try to bury it.
You slapped me in the face by reminding me
that I have too many issues for us to ever have a chance.
You are clearly where you already want to be;
without me.
I am sorry that I fell beneath the darkness,
but I finally understand that all your comforting lies
were just a kind way of buying time,
and if it's lies you want to hear then you may not like my written report.
Something has to change,
I can't remain trying to love the ghost
who lingers lovelessly in front of me.
I thought I'd never stop loving you,
but for you to hurt me this way
was exactly what I asked you not to do,
and that is what I can't forgive.
I am giving myself a brand new chance to get over you,
and this time I will be letting you go,
I do not have a care any more if we remain,
or if we crash into the reality
that is never far away from my heart.
