I keep waiting patiently
to see what you throw my way,
but all you give me is silence.
We said we would never give up
because love never stops living,
but then you left me here alone,
breaking more than ever.
I felt like I'd been killed inside,
yet I was still alive,
struggling to believe
that there was nothing we could do
but say goodbye
to the world I thought we could live in.
You abandoned me in a cold world alone,
and for a while I was lost,
but I am done being that vulnerable person
waking up in the wrong world every morning,
not letting go of the past and the so called love
that was meant to last forever.
I may have been temporarily fooled,
but you won't break me down,
for I know my way back
to where I always wanted to be -
drifting out of reach,
out of reach of anything
and everything there will ever be.
I am giving you up,
I am saying goodbye,
and yes I will be fine without you
because I am stronger than I was when I met you...
… I have become frozen since you broke me,
and that is what will save me.
