It's an impossible situation. Either way people are going to get hurt. It seems like someone needs to make a move to force the situation.
You convey your emotional turmoil so very well.
Best of luck. X

A poem full of turmoil with so many questions. Relationships can be so complex but its better to know the truth about how someone feels early on rather than find it out years down the line. If there are problems its best out in the open because it gives both parties the chance to either work out their issues or move on and try and find true happiness rather than live in a hollow unfulfilling relationship. All the best Milly x

Unfortunately you can't make someone love you, not always the way you want or deserve to be. If it's meant to be then it will, its better to know now than 10 years from now. Hugs-

Beautifully written and I can relate to the feelings you express here. Hope things have worked out for you, x