Wow Michael. All the best and hugs

All I can say is I give my support. It's never easy and it's never something anyone should ever judge... when it's such a heavy burden. You are honest and vulnerable in this and I hope there are clearer days where things aren't as hopeless, and you find some sort of "wholeness".

Michael,
your poem brought me to tears and my heart hugs you.

My dear friend, you are a power house of strength, even on the days you feel otherwise. You have the gift of writing, and to speak of your demons in such a way that allows the reader to feel your pain... I love this piece.... hugs you

Oh my goodness Michael this really made me well up