I'm going to...

Why is it I can not say these words?
Is it because I'm scared myself...
Or that you are too precious to hurt.
When I've hurt you so much.

Arms wrapped around one another, as we shared our drinks and had our laughs.
I lost myself in your beautiful smile and blue eyes.

I tried to force it out, only for it to result in a sad sigh, hidden under a childish grin.
Watching the stars fly by.
Side by side by side.

And as we walked away
I wanted to tell you this would be my last day... my last breath.
I would be walking away.

Forever.