Despise… Disguise…Crying Eyes

A girl stands alone
Silently weeping
Consumed in an everlasting moment of darkness
Despising every bit of herself
Every part of her that belongs on this place called earth.

She hates everything that she is
The way she looks
The way she laughs
The way she does things
And the way she hurts herself because she knows she's too worthless to live her life without hate.

She tries to hide herself
Keeping the world from the horror of her sight
Sparing people from the moment of because scarred
Disguising herself is all she wants
All she needs
What the world needs
In order to keep it “beautiful”.

She thinks about death
Wonders about life
And knows that the world is not a place where she belongs
To live
To grow
To breathe
Because she will always live on as a disgrace.

Sleeping forever
Leaving without a sound
Will cause no pain
No hurt to the world
Because no one knew her
No one remembered her
And no one ever knew what went on behind her crying eyes.