Viruses tend to get better with time and the right sort of attention. I am convinced yours will too.

Do take care and all the very best,
Ben

Life is never easy and it seems to smack us the hardest when we are most vulnerable. Take care of yourself....

I feel this so hard, especially about you taking one more hit and it would shatter you. I hope the days become less empty and there is something that sparks a purpose.

Sending my support, this is an emotional read and you've penned so much of what I've felt before.