I’m alone again, wandering with emptiness,
Brought on by the void she once filled,
Yet now I’m looking at four walls,
Waiting to fall with the love withdraws,
So, I drink and smoke to numb the pain,
Otherwise I would be going insane,
With every single mention of her name,
Even though I’m the one to blame,
My mind is slowly breaking me down,
So I really cannot stay for I’ll feel even more tomorrow,
More so then I am today as years ago
my spirit started to fray.
I’ve been prescribed medication to elevate my happiness,
Dr’s hope I get past this phase known as the blues,
Yet most haven’t got a clue as to what I suffer with,
Recommending that I first forgive myself,
After that I’ll be ably stable of seeking help.
Still, I’m alone waiting and wishing,
For the void to be filled by my resilient spirit,
Breaking down the four walls,
Slowly recovering from the love withdraws.
