Have you ever had a surreal thought it runs through your mind over and over like a movie that just never ends that's my life every single day hiding from the thoughts running away but too surreal i slip right in my head begins to spin the heart trying to escape from the cage that is my ribs they wants told me they'd always be therethat I should know they care came to see me all the time now I sit in a crowded room with friends but yet all alone afraid of the abandonment road so I pushed you away building my walls isolating myself and wanting to cry the truth is all I want is to be with the ones who care the most I believed you when you said God had a plan now I just don't understand
