I Accidentally Fell in Love With the Devil

The first letter in every paragraph:

This is for my twin soul that committed suicide.

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I wasn't going to tell our story. There was a certain
Attraction in the secret of it all.

My mentality has

Split.
How heavy can a soul get before the
Elasticity snaps? There has to be a limit to the amount of pressure
Even our souls can withstand...

Nothing could compare to this kind of loss. If I just close my eyes, I can nearly feel his
Aura encompassing mine,
Serenading my energy field, vibrating at the same frequency of
His. It was an unearthly feeling, two different souls
Accidentally finding each other in a world of 8 billion humans
When we are all one subconscious energy having different
Adventures. Just -

Remember: The most important decision you'll ever make is whether you will fight for the Light or the
Darkness.

I
Accidentally fell in the love devil. He looked something like the
Moon, surrounded in emptiness, with only the burning fire of the
Sun lighting his way through the Darkness.
He was just a lost soul, you see. You are not God; you do not hold the power to damn an
Entire consciousness. He only wanted peace, just as all Demons do, but the
Emptiness consumed Him. The difference between Angels and Demons lies only within the choice of what fight you choose. The Angels will
Never. Understand. The choices of the Dark. We can only
Accept their pain and try to understand their own
Suffering. I find suffering is a necessary part of life.
However, it is
A
World wind of uncertainty
And questioning the very fabric of your sanity. I'm not sure what
Reality is. Everything is a vague void; I am walking in a
Dream. Will
I ever wake up? I
A
M

Screaming for
Help. For hope. For anything to become tangible, because the
Endless suffering is overwhelming. I can feel
Ev-er-y-thing. I can feel the sun setting fire to every cell in my body, sending my nerves in a frenzy;
Neurons burning, they are set into the motion of chaos whenever
Another entity gets near me. My
Soul is on fire; I'm melting – is anyone there to
Hear me?
A dreamer
Wails to the universe; “Please, don't leave me
Alone here!” I
Regret ever volunteering to come
Down to Earth.
I
A
M
Suffocating on my own oxygen; I can barely
Hear the stars singing over the
Eternal wails of lost humanity. Maybe
Eventually the lost will find their way home, but I
Never expect them to. Oh, Mr. Moon, where
Are you? The
Sun is crying out; she is tired and needs
Help carrying the burden of the entire Earth, the sorrow of so many lost
Animas, souls that
Will wander forever in the vast
Assortment of nebulas setting off chemical
Reactions that I remember... I remember the
Dim light, burning out
In your soul. I wonder if you
Are okay.

My nights are days, my days are nights. Time
Seems irrelevant; inconsistent. I
Have lost track of it, forgetting to
Eat. An
Emptiness has consumed me. I
Never thought I would have to face this world
Alone. I am alone.