I hope his aura keeps you grounded and you find what you need through his memories. This couldn't have been at all easy to share and I commend you for writing so raw. Sometimes the pain just has to be written out. The part that struck me the most was the question of if we will fight the light or the darkness and there is anguish in every line that none of us can simply say "it will get better". We don't have the answers and I just send all the support in the world to you right now. You are heard.

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It takes a lot of bravery to bare your soul like this on a public website, but you will get no judgement here. In time, you’ll look back upon this and be happy you wrote all these negative feelings out. There’s a lot of emotion and pain here. I hope you find comfort.

Beautiful poem.

It made me sad it was so filled with emotions and I want to say I'm sorry for your pain I truly am losing a loved one is never easy but writting down what you feel helps just a little I hope one day the pain goes away not the memories just the pain

I know we haven’t spoken in a very long time and I am late to the understanding here - but I read this and I felt it and I am so sorry for you. My mom took her own life four years ago and it has been the hardest thing I have ever gone through, I cannot imagine a twin flame, a half of your whole. This poem is beautiful and raw, Sheena. You’ve always been great with words but this is vulnerability on another level. I’m so sorry for your loss, I am here if you ever need an ear.