Beautiful poem.
I liked the final line alot.
The title is what caught my eye.

Gel, a sad write, not all marriages are bad. It took me to my third before I got it right. I'm sorry you are going through this. You dont deserve to be someone's other choice. I am happy to see you on the site again, I have missed you- hugs and prayers.

Pain written by the victim is the most cathartic.
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