They never told up life would be hard, they always covered it up with all of the positive things. Except when you have anxiety and depression then it kinda messes everything up. You know they always said you will be the last to die. But then your always the first to go. Then all of a sudden the memories of that day just jump up and attack you from behind like a little kid who is yelling and screaming for no apparent reason. you will never know what kinda life you will have. It is already set in stone and has been for a while even before you were born. You dream inside of a dream. Your life is a dream of hope or death. You hope something good will happen like a baby being born, then at the same time something bad will happen like your best friend being hit by a car or something along that line. So you take a step back and you begin to see EVERYTHING in black and white. You begin to feel weird, unsteady and eventually, you will faint. but not a moment until you reach that stepping stone in life. Remember this is just a speed bump in your little life. Get out all of the negativity and you shall succeed.
