Depression sadly

It’s crazy feeling all alone.
So many people around but emptiness is all you see.
Heart pounding living in a dark tunnel with no light guiding thee.
Wanting a guardian angel but this fire spreads crying shaking losing who you use to be.
On knees praying “dear lord save me.”
Depressions hit these voices keep repeating in your brain.
Calling you names making you feel worthless and unworthy to those who have hands out wanting to help your pain.
All alone stupid thoughts start to hit.
Asking is it worth letting this pain fade.
Knife in one hand with your wrist showing feeling as if suicide is the only way.
Forgetting if you take your life what about the pain you’ll make.
What about your family and friends that have to hurt when all they wanted was to help ease the hurt your feeling.
Depression hits and it seems as if nothing could ever fix the pain.
Putting a gun to your head pulling the trigger causes more sadness then you’ll ever see.
Tears flowing uncontrollably saying their Rest In Peace.
Flowers on a tombstone isn’t the way depression should be.