Just another faceless victim
THis of course all my life...
The truths are not honest enough
Rough indeed.
The failures are remarkably noted
Yet not that relevant
To the masses yet to me-
Tragic!
And they're so highly pitched it
left an echo thats etched within my brain such detailed
Sorrow.
Dont deserve this.
Pain
Like a muse of total offense
devouring my essence to the point im oblivious to the opposite of truth
And reminds me insesently how high above its throne remains
And
How i am nevertheless
For eternity
Bound
Just
below it
For eternity...it wages wars
Deliberate in its sabotage
Revoking the love omce felt i think
That
was as
Warm as A penetrating luscious beam of God
a now inhospitable
horrifying agony which has pinpointed my VERY lack of perception of self
A dispicable septic toxicity that crept into the VERY crevice of anything that
Was left untouched,
Hallowed and sanctified.
-So saddened by the disappointment
It made sure i would never gain a joyous heart
Made it so i REMAINED IN THIS
LIMBO AS-IS
As-is it says it
Has it's twisted grip upon my heart
And deluted my innocence
And precious judgements i held
Into trashed usefulness for
Disasters so that
They are my fault
Maybe.
may be ALL over now that its wedged me
Beneath truth and hidden from reality to the very pointlessness.
a
Desolate and remotely controlled inescapable plethera of intangible love
I have succombed to rather than accepted this...
Towards the sky no wonderful kindness awaits me
The failures are all it takes me to
Reminds me of happiness
i dare not preview EVER
Again
Unfathomable yet totally useful tact.
Of the truth i
Know
What in
This world is heavenly
Above
Or
Towards the sky because no ....
Yes please i am truly sorry
To tell you
That
Uh
Yea'
Ive seen all of
It....
Tail-snicker-and all....
