I grasp for you
the enemy yanks me back
I long for you
the enemy says no one needs for you
I gasp for air
just for a moment of peace
the enemy holds on tighter
the enemy
the enemy
I get tired so tired of this back and forth
what is the point
I hear you laugh and envy you
how much do I yurn to laugh with you
the enemy plays a movie of my mistakes
sequel after sequel
after so many tears happiness seems wrong
so dirty its not right the enemy whispers