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by Abram Turner Jan 3, 2019 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
SomEtiMesIFeel (a written representation of the broken tech of my life) sometimesifeellikeidonthaveachoice RINGRINGRINGRINGRIGNRIGNRINGIRNGIRNGI “Can you get the phone, please?” RINGRINGRINGRINGjustRINGRIGNRINGRINGRING RINGRIGNRINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRINGanswerRINGRINGRINGRING RINGRINGRINGtheRINGRINGRINGRINGRING phoneRINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRING RINGRINGRINGRINGdontRINGRINGRINGRING RINGRINGRINGRINGbeRINGRINGRINGRING RINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRING scared “Just write! You can do it” Okay! I’ll write. write? justwritejustwritejustwritejustjustjustjustjusjtjustjustjustjustjwrwrwrwrrrrrrwrrr wrrriii wriiiiiiiiit wriiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttttt cant “How come you’re such a bummer at parties?” F**KF**KF**KUF**KF**KUFUKCUFKUKCUFUKWORTHLESSEWORTHLESSWORTHLESSMISTAKEMISTATKEMASTIAKEMISTAKEMISTAKEMISATAKTEMISTAKEMISTAKEMSKILLYOURSELFTDIEDIEDIEIDEDIEDIEDI “I’m shy I guess” niceexcuseDUMBASSSBVUMBASSDUMBASSDUMBASSDUMBASSDUMBASSPIECEOFTRASHPIECEOFTRASHPIECEOFTRASH doesitevenreallyfeellikeihaveanxietyoramijustabadperson? “We believe that you’re worth more, and the chemicals in your head are trying to tell you differently” amiworthmore? worth=importanceintheworld ?me?worthamount HARDTODISTINGUISH=worth?me? HARDTODISTINGUISH<worth HARDTODISTIGUISHdoesnot=worth Statement=false “Why don’t you talk to me anymore?” iwannatellyouimissMISSMISSMISSyousomuchbecauseyouSAVEDSAVEsAVedSAveDmylifebut IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII justcant -for H