Remebering

As I lie awake in endless thought,
When love and care was all i sought,
You dwell in my dreams,
I don't dwell in yours it seems,

I've gave you a part of me I couldn't take back,
Fell so into you I lost complete and total track,
You stepped away when i was getting near,
And believe it or not a guy can shed a tear,

I was lost in your resonating glow,
I'm sorry I didn't let my feelings show,
Afraid I was, I know its hard to believe,
I thought about your words when I decided to leave,

Shot down in more than many ways,
I don't wanna be with someone who is just going to leave anyway,
Is all I remember you saying,
I dropped to my knees and start praying,

Not knowing what I should do,
I thought about it through and through,
A name that is hard to repeat,
And with every time I say it I skip a beat,

S*****, A name never forgotten in my heart,
Love is always the hardest part,
I hope shes not over me,
If so let my heart be free,