The pain of love

A swelling deep inside.
This feeling I hate to hide.
The one I thought was for me.
All she did was flee.

Now I lie in bed.
Reading things I wrote but never said.
Realizing I am lost without.
Throat hurts to much to scream and shout.

Cant seem to move an inch.
And my body cant even seem to flinch.
I had this feeling long ago.
I was struck with an arrow and a bow.

A final feeling that has departed.
But never did finish this poem that I .......