You weren’t the first to make me feel safe
But the first I felt love with.
You weren’t the first relationship
But the first I felt was worth to commit .
You weren’t the first I had let in
But the first I broke down my walls for.
You were the first I trusted
But not the first to want more.
You were the first I was honest open and loyal too.
But you weren’t the first to deceive me as u do.
You were the first to meet my family
And to take me as your bride.
You weren’t the first to at my worst leave from my side.
You were the first to give me children and on this you’ll also be the last.
You were the first to leave them,
And you’ll be the first disappointment in their past.
You weren’t the first disaster
There is many more out there like you.
And I’m not the first you’ve done this to.
But you’ll be the last that does that to me.
You won’t be the last
For awhile I will be alone though.
I will get myself right first
And you’ll be a distant memory from ago
