This captures everything I feel right now. I'm sorry you feel like this though, feeling like you're only living for everyone else- not yourself. And your line, "Needed? No, just the most convenient person at the time," is like exactly how my life is right now. I get passed around my "friend" group to whoever "needs" me that week. It sucks to be the backup- the understudy.

After reading this I'm rather gjad you are still here.

Regards

Craig

"Pain can always resurrect wounds" - I love this line. I've found it intensely true in my own life.