Maybe I am Wrong

Maybe I truly am the wrong one,
My selfishness is starting to come undone.
Maybe I was the one hurting you,
But I know you hurt me too.
I am sorry for everything I have ever put you through.
I am sorry for the pain too.

Maybe I am wrong,
I just thought you were so strong.
I never realized that while wishing you'd die,
It had a chance of happening,
And now I start to cry.
I've been an awful daughter,
Maybe I deserved everything you put me through.
Although I find that everything you did was not right.
But you're just one person,
One normal person.

Maybe I am wrong,
For wanting to leave you for so long.
But love has a way,
With taking me away,
What more would you like me to say?
I'm sorry for being a brat,
I'm sorry for being selfish,
If I could take it all back,
Believe me I would.

Maybe I have been wrong all along.
If I am,
I'm truly sorry.
Mom, I still love you.
I swear that I do.
Please don't give up,
Because believe it or not,
I still need you.