Dream

Sitting here just watching you, but you can't see my smile
I know I shouldn't but what else can I do, for you I'd walk a million miles

I haven't felt this for so long, and I don't know how to hide
What I'm feeling for you right now, I just want you by my side

Every time I hear your voice, my heart skips a beat,
If only I could show you, what you really do to me

There goes that heart melting smile again, the love that I see in your eyes
And the way you look at me, I know, our love we'd never be able to hide

I could sit here all day, just listening to your voice
And that beautiful smile gets me every time, it wouldn't give me a choice

I know that I would fall at your feet, I would give you all of me
If just once I could hold you, I know I'd admit defeat

I get so lost when I'm here talking to you, you're the only one I see
But then I snap back to reality, and realize you'll only have to leave

Once again I will be left without a single clue, when will I hear from you again?
Will it be the last time that I see your face? Will I be left alone with all this pain?

It's just a dream that's what you say, but I wish it wasn't true
Because I love you more than I could anyone else, and I know the only one for me is you

Then my spirit starts to drain again, I feel it slowly disappear
I know there's nothing I can do, but all I wants to have you near

Your on my mind every second, of every single day, I try to fight it I really do
I'll do every thing I can, anything just to get me through

I start to wonder to myself, what if I wasn't here?
What if I just never answered? What if I just disappeared?

But I know that I can't do that, to myself and not to you
I know it would destroy me, and my heart I know I'd lose

I walk, I stumble, I fall to my knees, again the tears begin to hit the floor
I feel the hurt it tears in my chest, I don't want it to be like this anymore

But then I'm brought back to my dream, and I can hear your voice again
I'm pulled back to you one more time, and I start to forget the pain

04/05/2019